you see the master is going through some serious shit right now. being a branch from his personality tree means that i'm also affected as well. i don't know if he can recover from this one and right now he at his lowest. i feel his pain and his fear. i know its hard for him to think straight right now. everything is disorganized and disoriented. the walls are closing in. the pressure is building up and theres no escape.
how will he recover? that i cannot tell. the man is a silent fighter and the battle will be tough. a loner he is. who will share his burden? i can't, i can only stand on the side line and watch him as he self destructs. until he's no more. then i'm no more.
a fucked up place......watching as you slowly die and knowing you can not do anything to save yourself.
i'm fucked
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:-(
that's life
Sorry to hear, chin up, and all the other trite sounding, but well-meant stuff.
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