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the day of reckoning is here.
what have i accomplished for this year?
what new heights did i achieve?
what was my mount everest?
what was my burnt bridge?

i don't know much of success
i don't know why i'm here
i do know that i'm lost
lost and alone, lost and afraid
why oh why do i self scrutinize?

useless

what happens when the dust settles?
who will be alive?
why are we fighting?
who are our common enemies?

i don't know
does it matter?
no one really cares.
again no one really cares.

we end up wasted for no reason
nothing accomplished in our dark demented minds
we may have gained the world
but did we at the cost of our souls?

i wonder why i'm torn

should i forsake the plight of the poor
for the sake of money
should i take advantage of these vulnerables
so that i can win

i think not
i can not


so..............fuck it

let the chips fall where they may

let the chips fall.............

a fucked up place

you see the master is going through some serious shit right now. being a branch from his personality tree means that i'm also affected as well. i don't know if he can recover from this one and right now he at his lowest. i feel his pain and his fear. i know its hard for him to think straight right now. everything is disorganized and disoriented. the walls are closing in. the pressure is building up and theres no escape.

how will he recover? that i cannot tell. the man is a silent fighter and the battle will be tough. a loner he is. who will share his burden? i can't, i can only stand on the side line and watch him as he self destructs. until he's no more. then i'm no more.

a fucked up place......watching as you slowly die and knowing you can not do anything to save yourself.

i'm fucked

random thoughts

C.D. Valerie.....why do you think my writing is eerily familiar? Please email me on this matter. I'm a very currious individual.

Kudos to Bakanaal and Guyana Gyal on being pioneers. However, as with all things created, their successors are built better than them.

I'm a loner, in a league of my own. I do not follow the crowd.....except when I do it for fun.

I have no bone to pick, no ill feelings towards anyone...............no love either.

I do what I do because I must.

I think I may have fallen astray and will soon be laid on the wayside.

I'm in a fucked up place right now.

to be continued....................

raptus...................

I slowly licked the edge of the triangle upwards to the tip, circling my tongue around the rim. Hmmm it tasted sweet and tangy at the same time.
The droplets on it glistened like little crystals. I circled my tongue around it once more, targeting the inner part of the edge.
I licked slowly.......up and down.......in circles.......exhaling on it, as it becomes hot under my treatment.
I ever so gently pushed my tongue against it as it readily gave way. Parting as I licked upwards and inwards.
The thrill....the rush....it freezes my brains.

Instant gratification! Instant satisfaction!

I think I'm in heaven. I have never tasted anything so heavenly, so pure, so smooth, so milky.

The rush is amazing! I could do this forever!

I licked and I licked, its almost finished now but I don't want to stop. It getting wetter and wetter, I'm almost through with it. Wetter and wetter, hotter and hotter, I licked it all until its done!!!!!!!!

Wow!!!!!! Wowee!!!! Damn!!!! Talk about a climax!!!!!

Um.....where did you say you bought this icecream from? Edy's? Ok ..... I have to go there often.

Accolade Awards

Check out this site and vote for your favourite blog (me).

Seriously, its nice to have an event like this and I'm pleasantly surprised that I've been nominated for a few awards. To think this blog is only a few months old and to have that recognition means so much to me..............really :D

i keep having this dream

i'm on a beach somewhere ...... out of the water come this beautiful woman. everything is appealing, nice ass, nice tits, great legs, nice hair....did i mention she was naked?

she walks up to me.....starts playing with my....um....you know.....she opened her mouth

and started talking........thats when the nightmare began.........

ah fuck it

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the plot thickens

Arite Stolid,

Hear dis. I write a lil joke and the ending had something bout a wife. Now dem girls here think is true dat I got a wife. Now I aint got no wife and is hell fi convince dem of that.

I de laying off the frontedness cause I de want to get in on wid raptus. What? Shes you child mother? I ain't kay I ain't want to stay in there forever. Just do you job and give me good advice.

And is dat jackass Silver Dragon who tell me dat the girl like romantic types. Ah gon get he fuh duh. De frigga set me up again.

Well hear nuh, fuck all alyuh.

What a predickament!!!!!

Dear Stolid,

I have a minor problem. I like 2 ladies and would like to have a 3some with them. No thats not the problem.

You see, at first it looked like they liked me but like typical women folk their wandering minds drifted away.

One used to shower me with praises and encouraging words and write on my blog when nobody commented on my posts. Now shes bitter and the things that made her laugh now seem to upset her.

The other one seemed fronted and appealing at first but now she is accusing me of not being aggressive. I was busy with work lately and I did not have enough time to give her the usual five times a night romping. Besides my mind was a bit preoccupied with the first girl.

Now I losing corn and husk.

What can I do to rectify the situation. I don't want to lose either of them. You see I'm a fullahman and I'm rich so I can afford to look after both of them.

Looking forward to some good advice........

Brass Knuckle.

PS

I would like to visit the oasis in Middle East.

ishi

i bored......come leh we play nuh

hmmm...................

a little pump every now and then neva kill anybody.......except one person, but thats a long story.

stolid you gots to be creative......ask the woman to do it for you

short story

i gon share licks like peas yahsuh

mercenary
stolid and team (which i think is non existent and is just a figment of his imagination)
bakannal
raptus

you have been put on notice!!!!!!!!!